I just uploaded a ton of stuff, it took forever. That was the first time using my new scanner though, and I was rather pleased with how it worked out. I have trouble with the lighting on my laptop though so all the backgrounds looked perfectly white before I did any adjusting. I hope it's not too messed up-looking. It made me so happy to start doing art stuff again. I hope I have more time to do it more often.

Um, that's all I have to say. Thanks for watching me!

Haha, okay, that's kind of a inside joke with my roommate so don't mind.

The semester is finally over! Yay, only 7 more to go...

Since I'm home I now have access to a decent scanner, so I'm going to post a couple old things soon. I was really excited to set up my mouse with my laptop so I can play with SAI, but I forgot an important piece at school. T^T It's hard to get on our family PC because my little brother only leaves it to use the bathroom. I do miss my photoshop...

Also, I was hoping to scan my art apprec. project, but my prof. chose to display it in the gallery in Huber, so I won't get it back until January. But.. okay... it made me happy.

Hopefully I'll have more time for art over break! I get antsy when I don't sketch in a long time. I wanna do some DA secrets too, it looks fun. ;3

Hey, look I updated. I draw almost never nowadays. Like one sketch a month seriously. Between work, bf, and laziness I don't have time for it anymore. Nor the will, really. It's kind of upsetting though. I really don't have many talents and art is something that I'm fairly decent at. I'm hoping that my change of scenery going to college will spark some kind will into me. Then again, I'll probably be real self-conscience about my anime interest for a while. Oh, just at first at least. We don't have a very good reputation out there in the world. -_-

So until then don't expect much of me. Domo~

I just noticed that my last journal here was from October... from when I was still rather... optimistic. Heaven forbid, really.

So I haven't done much art at all recently. School is stressing me, work is stressing me out, emotional issues doing askjsadj to my brain. However, before the school year is over (or maybe the summer...) I want to do a redo project of Tomodachi--drawings of my friends. It's a good opportunity to see improvements and such. I was also considering giving them away to the friend that is drawn. You know.. like a good bye good luck gift thingy. But I'm lazy and I have trouble parting with my art even if it does look crappy, but I'm going to do my best! We're over half way there guys, only, *counts*, four months (or so) to go!

My big project right now is my Jap scrapbook and that takes up most creative modivation that I am able to muster. I'm about halfway done. Hah... I wish I wasn't... the way I am. I'm putting so much work into it, too much perhaps. Well there you go, one positive aspect of myself-- if it's asian, I'll freak'n persevere until properly satisfied. Front and back I have about 100 pages. I am on day 7. *needs a hobby*

I hope to find the drive soon to work on some art stuffs... I have a list of ideas. Damn you art block, gimme back my fun!

Oh and come to the coffeehouse this Friday night: 7-10.

Just a brief update.

Life has me completely flattened right now. I typically work 16-20 hrs a week even though I told them I can only work 12. Three nights I week I have tang soo do, but I can only make it to 1 or 2 classes a week which is a tragedy considering that it costs $80 a month, and heaven forbid, I pay for stuff on my own now. AP english is also a total killer. WHY I took the course is completely beyond me. College seems to me a stressor too. Though it doesn't need to be really, but my mom is forcing a whole ton of worries on me. For example, "If you don't write your college essay this week you will be working at a grocery store the rest of your life." Ridiculous, I know.

I'm not complaining though really. Or at least I don't mean to. Just a simple release of thoughts, you know.

I took off work today just to relax (and read 200 pages of 1984). And while procrastinating, I did some drawing. It was the combination of buying new eraser pen refills, buying a new peach prisma, and not wanting to work that inspired me so. Anyways, I haven't done any drawing for myself in months and I couldn't believe how great it felt. I should never wait this long to go full out sketching. So refreshing! So I have a couple things I want to color and scan at some point. A halloween pic (doubtfully finished before tues though) and a simple sketch of a concept I've had an idea of for a while.

Bagh, enough babbling. I have to get back to work.